Not Accepting Defeat....

Well really not yet.... Wingspan is going on the back burner because I really f-ed up on the instructions because the first triangle bites big time on instructions.  About a month ago, I had posted on Knit1Heart2 ravelry boards asking Wendy a question, to have the post deleted.  Okay, kinda ticked me off but am a little spaztic in asking questions.  I posted on this one Ravelry forum questions on the flogging wingspan, haven't gotten a reply yet and not holding my breath.  So I am going to wait a couple of days before frogging what I did, but I definitely did do the first thing WRONG!  ARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!  I really hate instructions that aren't totally clear.  Am I the only one?    I just want a neat shawl that looks good in a test run in acrylic.  But hellz no!  Why am I even fretting about it with the upteen million shawls on Ravelry.  I just need to get a paycheck because I think I have enough Lopi Einband in 3 colors to do a color affection shawl.    I just feel like I need to succeed on a shawl.